Sunday, March 18, 2012

I'm Moving!

Hello guys! I'm moving!  Yeah, I know.  Pagkatapos kong mawala ng matagal, lilipat nalang ako bigla.  Pero siyempre di naman ako aalis ng di nagsasabi, diba?

Sige, as if maraming akong followers, ito ang dahilan:

I think this blog does not suit me anymore.  Yeah, domain na nababaliwnapayaso?  Pakiramdam ko di ko na magagampanan ang pagiging payaso na nababaliw.  Mag-iiba na ako ng propesyon.  Tutal di naman katawa-tawa ang pagiging payaso ko.  Nagpapanggap lang kung baga.  Doon sa lilipatan ko sana mapakita ko na kung sino na talaga ako.  Hindi sa pictures syempre, hehehe...pero yung mga pahapyaw na nangyayari sa buhay-buhay ko.  Oo, parang ganon pa rin in a way, yung mga bagay na nasa isip ko.  Pero hindi na ng mga bagay na bumabagabag sa akin, siguro mga masasayang kwento na.  Syempre magrereklamo pa rin ako paminsan-minsan pero gusto ko maging masaya na blog ko.  Kasi dito, parang kalungkutan lang naikwekwento ko.  Malungkutin lang yata talaga ako.  Hihihi...

Oh siya, ibibigay ko na address ko.

You could be happy

'Wag kayong makakalimot sumulat o kaya dumaan ha?

Hmm...siguro, (siguro lang naman) mapapadaan pa rin naman ako dito.  

Monday, February 13, 2012

Muling Nagbabalik!!!

Buhay pa naman ako...nawalan lang ako ng internet connection sa bahay at nawalan ng oras dahil soooooobrag daming nangyari sa akin.  Wag kayong mag-alala, wiwindangin ko ulit mundo ninyo ng thoughts ko.

Bow.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Patty The Mutt vs Brownie the Chow-chow

I heard you barking.  Yeah, and who gives a damn anyway?  Girl, you're a bitch.  A snob bitch.  So, never, ever bark like an insecure common mutt.  Rather, bark and how like a dignified bitch.  Yeah, sure she has that fluffly brown fur.  But can you imagine her all wet? Hahaha! She would definitely loose the looks.  But you?! Whoa1 hold on girl.  You're stunning with your shiny black fur, wet or dry.  You may stink like a true askal, but the dogs love you.  :-)

I love my bitch, patty.  :-)

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Matane Ryutaro

Ryutaro,

Anata no koto ga koishiku naru to omoimasu.

Ai shi teru Ryu kun...



Ryutaro Jan 4, 2002 - Mar 21, 2010

Matane,

Onesan Payaso ♥♥♥

Friday, March 5, 2010

Heaven On Earth

This is Bora Bora in French Polynesia.

I can't wait to see this in the near future.

Haaaay...:-)

Photo by Tahiti Tourisme

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

To the Lonely Single: Why you should NOT Fall in LOve and Why Waiting Sucks

I wanted to be married since age 4, and the goal was to be married by perhaps max at age 22. And though I finally settled at 29, I always tell my husband “I wish I knew you earlier”. And Lord God, why didn’t I? I could have been spared all the heartaches and misery I had to deal for years!!!

But I can only imagine God giving me this lopsided grin, asking : “Oh,Really?”

And with a scratch on my head I say “Yeah, yeah… I know Your ways are higher than mine and all… but I think now I know why”

Because it is best to be in love when you have already stopped hoping to just FALL IN LOVE. Sorry, but romantic as I am, I don’t believe in FALLING in love. It does not happen by accident - like you were just walking on the road and because you weren’t looking you “fall” on a manhole – that is what FALLING is (I know - tragic). No wonder it HURTS so much after “falling’ in love.

TO BE in love though is never by accident. To “Fall in Love” means you either intentionally look too closely, or stand over the edge, enabling you to most possibly - fall. You still made a choice.

I’m sorry it’s a cliché, but Love is indeed by choice. You love the person for no particular reason, provocation, or reward. You just do. Feelings, seasons, and unfortunately, people CHANGE all the time. And then where would you anchor love? . And how can you do all that when you yourself can still be so easily swayed with the things you believe you still need? Another person CANNOT provide you the answers for your life. Another person CANNOT fill your emptiness. Yes, I tried that. So I know.

Love can’t be like “you just fell and you couldn’t do anything about it anymore since you’re already there”. You love by commitment, not by some form of gravity.

Love is not “magic” – how can something so divine be a sleight of hand? That is unreal and cheating from the beginning. At least that’s what I think.

I am not taking the romance out of love. But romance should be the fruit of love, and not the other way around.

And that is what I did not know in the early days of youth. Or perhaps it was in my youth that God was teaching me those things, but only now that I begin to understand.

On the day that God brings you victoriously through that particular (long and lonely) battle ground, then you’ll understand.

You’ll understand why you had to fall for all the Mr. Wrongs you’ve had. You’ll know why it took foreeeever to find this one. You’ll know why you had to be broken, tattered, and remolded – for this one.

And that is all because ------ GOD IS GOOD. That He makes things beautiful in His time.

I know it sucks to be told to wait when you’ve already been waiting for ages.

But WHEN (and not if) the time comes, it won’t be by accident; it won’t be gravity; it won’t even be by chance. Destiny? Perhaps. But also with your will. You commit to love and someone else does the same for you. You commit all that to God.

I know you have heard it all before… but I am saying it differently: Don’t wait to fall in love. In fact, DON’T WAIT for the person at all.

The rule is to Wait ON GOD, and NOT to wait for the person. Ever wonder why you get sick and tired of waiting? Because waiting is like: the bus hasn’t arrived yet and you got to be somewhere already, or the person you’re meeting is stuck in traffic and he’s late for your appointment with him.

NO. Love comes in its proper time. It does not need to be waited on. He or she is never late nor too early.

But DO NOT PURSUE LOVE either (Yeah, I wish I followed that advice when I was younger)

" If it’s running away from you, it’s MOST probably not yours… helloww!!!???"

But why would any one listen to me? ...Unless you know me.
You know how I used to suck at all these; but that only means I’m practically a professional at this. To my single friends – I pray that the day comes for you.

And when it comes, let me know.
Because then I would need to tell you what happens when you finally find your better half - and you learn that he farts really nasty and that he forgets to flush.

Then you’ll understand why I say love is --INDEED- by choice. =)

Written by my aunt, DEGYA.

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Still munching on these thoughts...Hmm...nguya...nguya...

Ang tita kong 'to, parang kapatid ko lang. 'Di nagkakalayo edad namin at sa bahay nila ako lumaki. Kaya parang nanay ko na rin yung grandaunt ko. Mahilig talaga siyang magsulat kahit nung nasa HS palang siya.

Tanda ko nung bata pa kami, madalas kaming mag-away kse saksaaaakan ng sungit. Masungit din naman ako pero pikon kse ako eh. Madalas mapikon sa kanya. Hehehe...Pero kahit ganyan yan, dahil sa kanya nakilala, ko ang Lord. Kaya kudos sa 'yo ate Czari! :-)

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Forgive.

It is time to finally forgive myself. I have carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. I have kept my wounds open for long enough. The time has come to let go, to heal. I'll keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, I know what I'm talking about.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

I Failed to Remember

June 10, 2008 was my first post on this blog and that makes...

MY BLOG'S 1ST BIRTHDAY! Happy Birthday Payaso!!!

My last post was the day after my blog's birthday. Tsk! Tsk! Tsk!

Getting old.

Affirmative.

Today is my birthday.

Care to greet me?

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Navel and Tongue Rings

Plano ko bumili nito at saka nito. K'se dati may navel and tongue piercings ako, eh kaso nagsara na dahil tinanggal ko na kaya clip-ons nalang muna siguro (nyahaha...napapaesep kse ako kung pabubutasan ko ba ulit). Yung tongue ring ko kse dati ay solid titanium medical na de-ikot yung pakaw. Ang tanda ko, lunch time namin no'n tapos may nakagat akong matigas tapos nilunok ko. Tapos maya-maya natanggal sa dila ko yung hikaw at narealize ko na pakaw pala yung nalunok ko. Eh wala akong pambili ng hikaw ulit k'se mahal pa no'n kaya toothpick nalang nilagay ko. Natatanggal at saka masakit edi tinanggal ko nalang. Ayun, di ko na nalagyan ng hikaw. Yung sa belly button ko naman kse ang tagal gumaling. K'se nung college nakaskirt ang girls, natatamaan kaya ang sakit. Tinanggal ko muna yung navel ring ko tapos nawala. Pinalitan ko nalang ng earring, eh ang sakit. Tinanggal ko nalang. Ayun, ang naiwan lang eh peklat. Henako. Kelloidal pa naman ang aking malasutlang skin. Hahaha...

Gusto ko bumili k'se pupunta ako ng beach. Two piece swimsuit ang balak kong suutin. Ang taray diba? Aba, isang buwan na akong nagtotone ng maskels ko sa tiyan at braso no. Dapat na sigurong ibalandara ang seksing katawan. Nyahaha! Excited na si payaso! Weeeee...

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

From Your Bottom To My Face

On Sunday night during the 18th Annual MTV Movie Awards, when Sacha Baron Cohen's alter-ego Bruno descended from the rafters and landed fanny-first on Eminem's head, most folks figured that the rapper's rage was the real deal. Suckers! Not only was Eminem in on the joke, he and Baron Cohen rehearsed it to make sure it would all go according to plan.

You can check out Yahoo! Buzz Log and Chicago Tribune for stories about the fake stunt

Anyways, I can't stop laughing even if I've seen this trailer for the hundredth time.